There could be a very simple reason that you don’t have what you want: you keep changing your mind and modifying what it is that you want.
It’s hard to hit a moving target!
Chances are that you’ve gotten what you’ve wanted in little doses along the way, but then your desired requirements changed and you’re left feeling “without.”

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